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this winter knocks the hell out of me. i cant stay out for 5 minutes
without my temperature dropping down to minus fucking forty goddam
five %-) but then again, its not gonna last forever.. besides -
global warming is inevitable.. so get ready to take your clothes off
;-) and we're certainly not gonna make it to the next ice age.. so,
i believe that low temperatures aren't gonna be that problematic in
the near future. its weird that im writing about it now.. thinking
that its sort of funny... the truth is that the screwed up climate
will probably by our children's problem#1.

a discovery i have to share with you - is that time is a very
strange... thing.. my history teacher often told me that the older
you get - the faster time goes by. not that im old - but really, i
already notice the effect.. last week, same day, same time - i went
out with 4 of my hi-school classmates, we discussed this and that...
it feels like yesterday.. in fact it was 7 days ago.. and what did i
do during these 7 days? not much really.. went to work every day and
then came back. if 7 days vanish into history just like that.. i can
say the same about months, and seasons and years..
i still remember my first day at the uni.. it was warm, sunny, i met
my biology teacher on my way to the bus-stop. i was wearing my blue
tshirt with 2 yellow stripes, the jeans im wearing right now :-) and
my good old blue cap. .. i can even tell you which songs the cd in
the player had.
that was roughly 1.5 years ago... and did i do anything in this time
interval? yeah, sure, i did a few things.. but i coudlve done a LOT
more. so much time is wasted.. so much. there are moments in our
lives when we regret the things we've done.. but right now, my
prediction is that we'll mostly regret the things we havent done.

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